There is so much that I would love the privilege to share with you. I’m going places, and God is opening doors. I’m telling you that there has been a change since I last posted. I am so clear on the things that are lined up for me and the instructions that I have been given to move out in ministry.
I am embracing a new revelation. For two years, my life has been through it. I won’t talk in depth about it here but I have certainly faced some things that I did not ever think I would and I have overcome some tests and obstacles that I did not realize I would ever be able to overcome.
In my teenage years, like many you find that invincibility seems like a normal idea, but when we get older, we become worn with life. The ideas that we have, the dreams and the consciousness that we possess for some things began to feel like fairy tales.
So I asked God last night, as I was envisioning some things that he was talking about, to give me a child-like faith again. I am asking him to help me see through the eyes of a child so that I can have the pure heart that God has. did you know that children see angels like they see you? If you ever pay close attention to a child, you’ll know what’s going on in the room. Instead of distracting them, watch and listen. God has given me a special anointing with babies, and I’ve known that for a while. I get all excited when I talk about it.
Praying for babies is where my first experiences with exercising healing has come from. The gift of healing is a blessing, and I know that we are all filled with unique and powerful supernatural gifts. Until now, I have been able to practice it quietly. People call me and I pray for them, or I see something and move.
But in the last weeks, there has been a shift in the spirit. I can feel the shift when it happens. The seasons began to change. The thing that I find really interesting is that this shift took place, and the things that I have asked for in the natural did not signify the change.
Isn’t that what we do? We look for a natural change to validate a spiritual experience. There is nothing wrong with that expectation. How much that expectation is due to the need to fulfill excessive requirements about instant gratification?
God has me quiet lately. His instructions are clear. I am writing as often as he tells me to and when the shift happened, I told a few intimate friends. When I made the announcement in conversation, I can not lie, I was expecting for my bought with homelessness to end and for things to change in my physical experience. What has happened however is a true elevation in the spirit realm.
I hope I haven’t lost you. Many times I don’t share things like this on paper. I leave this for the small group of people who absolutely know will understand. God had me to began writing Identity Crisis, Identity Christ Is: (and a new subtitle)….
I can not share the details but it is the sequel to Identity Crisis, Identity Christ Is: A Journey to Love. I had no idea that when I wrote this book, I would then be given the mandate to share Ten Ways to Safeguard your Child from Sexual Abuse, which is a great way for me to talk about the love relationship between a parent and child. This list of ten ways are nothing you have ever heard before, at least not this way, and as a sexual abuse victor I can say that you will have compiled some great evidence, and information that will support you in your work around children, or as a parent at home to protect them.
I had no idea that when I agreed to do the Ten Ways, that he would then ask me to go somewhere specific to share it. There is so much that is moving now and I am excited and ready. Have you ever met anyone more ready to live for God? I don’t know but one thing that this entire process has taught me is that I can’t live without God and don’t desire to. I want to do what he wants me to do because then I know that the path will always be filled with great surprises, and wonder. I like surprises, so serving God is a really cool thing to me.
When I was seven years old, I had a dream/vision of my life that played like a movie. I saw the whole thing. During periods of my life the dream would recur. When dreams recur for me, there is a message that god wants to get to me. This is true for any dream that I have honestly. But this particular dream told me what I would do, and what my life would be like. My senses were tangible in the dream, I know what it feels like to fulfill this dream.
Recently, I have had clues, and revelation that show me or remind me of the vision I was given at seven. It was different from knowing that I’m on the right path. There is something different going on now.
I’m probably the most empowered homeless person I have ever met. It’s almost like I don’t feel homeless anymore, at least not in my mind, heart of faith. I know that a beautiful place will come. It has too. God will prove himself. In the mean time, the new book are full of life lessons.
In the coming months, some extraordinary things are going to take place. Stick around, I’m sure I’ll write about it, as soon as I’m released to. May you be healed, strengthened, loved expressed, whole, delivered, forgiven, and triumphant today and everyday.
People who are really close to me come to learn just how much I love worship. Okay, honestly, I love worship like many of you know that I love chocolate! There’s something authentic about the presence of God that just can’t compare to anything else that has ever tried to duplicate its ecstasy.
Stifled by some of my experiences in life (reference the above), I have not been diligent about specific moments of worship. I love the presence but may not have had a place to do so freely. When I find it though, man it’s awesome. It’s where you find liberty, answers and can affect the heavens because of relationship. So, I share this with you. I know it’s for someone particular.
I may be silent, but I’m listening. I hope to share with you some of the wonderful things that are happening. I hope to give you a testimony about what life has been like in the last two years, very soon.
- Taking the Stand (ressurrection.wordpress.com)
- What I’ve Learned This Year II: How business partners teach you are personal relationships (ressurrection.wordpress.com)
- Did Tyler Perry pressure the victim from Penn State to testify in his Open Letter? (ressurrection.wordpress.com)
- My Letter to my Younger Self (ressurrection.wordpress.com)
- Who are Child Sexual Abuse Predators? (ressurrection.wordpress.com)
- New Title Reveals How to Be Victorious Through Faith in God (prweb.com)